This is one of those newsletters I struggled to convert into words. I thought I should channel and post an unedited video. However, I couldn’t manage that task either.
Anyway, who else is struggling with daily fog and heaviness?
Taurus season can feel like you’re been dragged through the mud. Time to make peace with the body and any health issues binding you, especially, ancestral baggage. Time to love the temple you’re living in. Taurus energy is all about taking better care of self and tending to your needs before others. Close relationships will come under scrutiny. Don’t call anyone from your past if your preference is to bury it and carve a great new future. This the time to relinquish control and move on. Heed the warning! Try a new approach to life. Try a new way of showing up in your connection with self and others.
For years, I’ve been healing my digestive system. After a powerful self-healing session, I realized there is nothing wrong with me. I’ve internalised ancestral garbage and it has created undesirable conditions in my body and helped me wake up. Instead of seeing myself as ill, I had a huge but very simple epiphany that I’ve been approaching my healing all backwards, I changed my internal languages to visualize, feel, and speak to my body with positivity. I am not an affirmation person. In Family Constellation work, once you move the hindrances and acceptance work transforms family members vibrations. Through this powerful restoration I know you can move mountains and heal but that conviction must come from within.
Systemic ruins will be front page news in the personal chapter of your autobiography. Globally, as mentioned in my previous newsletter, people’s psychoses are about to erupt at a colossal scale. There is no place to hide. Collectively, people will seek a more “feminine” approach to life. Women create communities to support each other not tear each other down. Minus, TV reality shows like The Real Housewives of garbage land. These shows are crafted to lobotomize all participants. Real men and women nurture and support each other through acts of kindness. Let us hope for this utopia. Let us begin to bring this paradisiacal world back.
The other major crossroad I’ve been harping on about is between religion and science, the tangible and impalpable. Along with the new and younger generations, we enter a more compassionate, and heart centred epoch. Despite some people being more AI (science orientated) in their belief systems, by nature, and virtue, these two groups will strive for the same goals, to preserve Earth and all life on it as we work side by side. We will begin to see the birth of these processes throughout the later part of this year. A more collaborative genre of working conditions versus the corporate soul crushing clock in and never clock out environment. One dies off and new ways of living will emerge.
However, until core belief systems and dogmatic regimes rule, humans will struggle to embrace differences and opinions. The human war is simply one’s own inner tussles and need to control another. We’ve all experienced this phenomenon. We have parents, caregivers, schools, lovers, friends, who want to tell us who we should be. We in return struggle with our core identity and seek acceptance from these important connections. The neglect of one’s essence disturbs the soul. It is a necessary step towards an awakening. The awakening brings attention to a problem and truth seekers, like many of you who read my newsletters, actively pursue personal growth tools. Often, trying to understand the relationship dynamics and the other person. You’ve all learnt from knowing me I will constantly revert your focus back to you and inwards. Observe and listen to yourself and be studious.
This theme is the major learning point in the Taurus season. Agreeing to disagree and still be able to break bread with our fellow neighbours, will be tested at a level we’ve not seen before.
Many planets are in retrograde for the better half of 2020. I’ve had many conversations with Earth over eons of visiting her. She is strong and she doesn’t need us to take care of her. She knows how to take care of herself. She hasn’t called us here; our egos bring us here. We are an indulgent breed, karmically boomeranging for individual gain. Some of us are beacons nudging “humanity” to return to love. Release the soul from agnostic faith. Most of us are at our Apex and never returning to Earth. I know I am not.
It isn’t all doom and gloom. You now have the power to grow your own wealth, sitting from the chair in your living room. You have the right to display your truths and take back power in all areas of your life. You’ve earnt this seat at your luxurious table filled with humanitarian ideas. Use this time wisely. This is a time to commit to self at every level; mentally, emotionally, financially, physically, and spiritually.
The energy remains intense for most of May with some uplifting days. If you intently listen to your heart and mind, follow the instructions for the day, you will find getting through May easier. If you ignore your intuition and make obligatory commitments, they may feel dense and aggrieved.
