This year you’ve been exerting every emotional and mental muscle conceivable. This internal demolishing isn’t over. Mercury goes retrograde 17/18th of June, the summer solstice is on the 20th of June, on the 21th of June, there is a new moon (new beginnings, cultivation) solar eclipse in Cancer (emotions, family origin, intuition). There is another full moon lunar eclipse on 4th of July in Capricorn (revelations, culmination), where it joins Saturn (restrictions, responsibilities, hard work), Jupiter (faith, expansion), and Pluto (transformation, sexual healing, debt). The July 4th eclipse, I will write about in my next newsletter.
The immeasurable potency of the next couple of weeks rock the foundation you built your life on. Bursts of emotions erupted last week. In the following weeks, be prepared for an unprecedented need to nurture the complicated human experience. You may encounter misunderstandings and emotional inner tension builds. Allow the raw emotions to travel to the surface. It is the only way out of the unconscious clamps. They’ve kept you safe but now is the time to drop the veils of false autonomy and find your purpose.
You are ripe and ready to plant new seeds. Creating life with authenticity that leads to cultivating a healthy outlook on life from relationships to career. In the summer season, bring detailed plans to life and watch them grow. If you nurture yourself, your bigger dreams can multiply gradually through hard work and dedication to your cause and purpose.
Overall, the next couple of weeks provide substantial energy to reset so much of the way we express ourselves. The family origin healing is prevalent. The new moon eclipse is a great time to plant or launch your projects. Relationships get a chance to transform, either by ending, or nurturing and approaching them in a new way.
With the current racial brawl, I feel the conversations aren’t productive. Finding a way to listen to each other is a global concern. I am not sure these are being presented in a constructive way for real change. Destruction and looting are painful to watch. At least that is my opinion. All lives matter, and I understand that some communities are seen as inferior to others, this could also be localised and acceptance. Some communities aren’t ready for the internal change. Much like some people will never seek therapy. Maybe some people won’t agree with what I am saying, but I feel separatism is being created that needs healing. To break racial barriers, one must be open to understanding the other without judgment, even if we don’t agree with their way of life. One must accept, some of the root causes extend from within their own communities. Seed of disdain towards another starts at home, in cultures, and societies. A look inward is what isn’t happening. Sorry to say whether that is a black, brown, or white community. There are forgotten people at all corners of the globe. I stand for unification not separation. The next couple of years I do envision children from all backgrounds wanting to narrow the social and economic gaps. If you seek to make real change, ask what another needs. An entire socio-economic society has to be willing to make the changes inside out. Racism is a two-way alley. I know as an Indian, I don’t love the way my people think. Cultural restraints and pressures separate, and outsiders aren’t always welcomed. I am the outsider in my family and my birth race. Trust has to be built and shown.
Recently, I was faced with my abandonment and separation triggers. I retreated as a coping and attention seeking mechanism I learnt in childhood. I am afraid of ridicule and now I don’t do more video content and speak my truths. I sat with the pain, and I asked for the root cause and truth of my behaviour. It wasn’t easy to hear but it set me free. I communicated my hurts and my needs to my beloved. My vulnerability was received with love and our relationship continues to grow. We are building mutual love and respect on a solid foundation for our future together.
BIG EVENT
I’ll share the visions I’ve had for this next event. I saw heavy black rain, and black hailstones. I saw a city with brick buildings, the streets were vacant, and tall buildings stood either side. The sky was golden like an evening sunset though the sky was tainted with the black rain. These visions are sometimes metaphors. Let me explain.
In 2016/2017, I had visions of two earthquakes in the Indian ocean another earthquake near the coast of San Francisco. These earthquakes (big changes, movement) trigger the tectonic plates around our beautiful globe. I saw tsunamis (emotions, unconscious, mother, earth) and 10,000’s of people dying. Streams of tears rolled down my face. It was as a massive spiritual cleanse, but I couldn’t fully understand why I was shown such catastrophic events. With a lot of courage, I channelled these messages and many others in my two audiobooks, The Superlights and I got on with life. Now I understand, the visions were metaphors and points of transformation from one status to another. Epochs of humanity’s inability to see the psychological development that transfers pain to another without taking responsibility. Here we are living through one of the greatest vicissitudes of mankind.
We are small compared to the power of earth. We can try to dominate her, but she will always win, we have no control. Humility and humbling are necessary part of our evolution, greed is a demand that creates anxiety, despair, and obliteration.
